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Jan21

heaven gates closing on me

by kautondokua on January 21st, 2012 at 5:01 am
Posted In: Poetry

do heaven cry as much as earth
any one to see each tear
does heaven live in fear
if i can see heaven for one second
will give a thousand years of living
will pray a million prayers
will give the last breath
to spend a second of heaven with you

will st.peters open the gates of heaven
is it the same, will you see me for a second
or is heaven an illusion of broken men
or will heaven fade from the look of my tears
is it to late, heavens doors closing down on me
will give up a chance of millions life
for a second of heaven with you

when smiles close, the last ghost leaving
last tear in heaven, end of all fear
can i sing one more tune in heaven
any song to forgive any promise i dreamed
feel heaven gates closing on me
even if its a second, or millions of heavens
this worlds means as much as just a second in heaven

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Jan21

if this the last poem

by kautondokua on January 21st, 2012 at 4:53 am
Posted In: Poetry
the beggining of lost
started a story of the end
in the dream of memories
hardship of lost feels alone
everything lost and forgottan
how easy for death to invite the living
the last thing lost
the last ride we take of life
i was dreaming the tears
in my heart it was death
how I long for the end
i miss the start to the truth
one more time for this child
one last ride to invite death
if this was the last poem
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Jan21

no one can hurt you now

by kautondokua on January 21st, 2012 at 4:50 am
Posted In: Poetry
no one can hurt you now
child of the years
lived to shine on everyone
an island inside each soul
broken as i
you mend dreams
you live in the edge of time
no one can hurt you now
a dream you where
child of the days
a gift to this world
no one can hold you
you inside each heart
the beautifull life
in a perfect life
you carry you dreams away
you will live inside of me
no one can hurt you now
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Jan21

remember me

by kautondokua on January 21st, 2012 at 4:49 am
Posted In: Poetry
how u left inside
how u deserted me
i dream u take me away
my dreams all went astray
i see your face everywhere
i see you in my dreams
should i pray to join you
should i say i loved you
a coward hides in ignorance
hide everything dear
if I can dream for another chance
will you let me
can i ask you one more time
dont you remember me ?
i’m a shadow in a dying island
man with fear to love again
if i live a chance to dream again
i hope to never wake up
i pray to learn to pray again
who did i forget
plead for mercy for another chance
never to forsake me
i died inside
a man with no learning
a soul with no living
deserted by my soul
plead for one more chance
pray for mercy
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Jan21

edge of time

by kautondokua on January 21st, 2012 at 4:47 am
Posted In: Uncategorized
and i care for you
a thousand words apart
near each given word
this breaks my heart
only chance i can cry
i write down each tear
each drop i kept inside
just to much fear
running out of dreams
this feels like alone
destiny forces brought me down
broke every chance of happiness
should have cared for you
if i could stay with you
could have hold on more
shot myself in the heart
missed death when i woke up
every breath i test faith
would have cared for you
we live in the edge of time
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